I could go two ways with today’s blog. I could tell you how I missed the shot I really wanted because it was too dangerous to get. (deadly dangerous) I could then lead into how I will do things differently IF I get another shot at it. I believe there is always another chance. I plan on them. I plot on how to approach it differently the next time I get a shot at it.
On the other hand I could go into how pre-occupied I am. I can’t seem to shake it. Something is off. I know exactly what it is. I can’t fix it. It’s not getting better, it is getting worse. That is not how this is supposed to go. It is supposed to get better. I have to work so hard on focusing these days. That is very unlike me.
And of course there is a song to go with it …I would say don’t listen to it but hey that is just me.
And really is it not a little weird that this is on a day with sailboat pictures which is all about plotting a course, and it has storms and fog which make plotting that course rather difficult? Not to mention just the symbolism of boats … Ok brain … shut up.